We only understand our past once we have gained some distance and perspective. When we are in the midst of growth, be it emotional, mental, spiritual, we get very uncomfortable. For those that have been pregnant, it's like the last days before giving birth. Your skin is stretched so tight you feel like you will burst. You know you are on the precipice of an amazing creation, a sacred birth, but the pain of stretching feels at times unbearable. Yet at the moment of birth, all pain subsides, the skin returns to normal and we are filled with love.
The last few weeks have been full of growth and lessons for us all, on many different levels. Thank you Universe! I mean that. Although personally, I've been stretched like that doll from childhood “Stretch Armstrong” I've survived, only to become a better, more heart centered person. The journey of growth is far from complete, but it feels like the space between breaths right now. That calm, serene space of nothingness where anything is possible.
Facing a serious health crisis to emotional breakthroughs, this time period has been full of growth. Through prayers, meditation and faith in God, I've been guided to the most amazing people, places and events. Although never 100% sure why God is leading me to certain people or places, as long as I have submitted to the guidance, it's allowed miracle after miracle to flow into my life. In just a few short, whirlwind weeks the tumor in my intestines that started out softball size is now smaller than a walnut, the Leukemia is kicking into remission and my blood flow/circulation is improving. I would love to give more details but I don't think it's necessary.
The moral of the story is, no matter how scary, stressful or worrisome life seems, pray, trust, believe and follow the inspiration of Spirit. You will be guided to the most unbelievable solutions, ones your limited mind couldn't have conceived of. That is how you will know God is real. That is how you will know God loves you. He connects you with those that can heal you, inspire you and love you. Without realizing, all the pieces of a complex puzzle will fall into place. You will be truly amazed at the wisdom of the Universe.
As I sit here in awe of this beautiful creation, I am more connected to All That Ism. My body is healing, I've unearthed and cleared, suppressed memories from childhood. I'm allowing more help, love and support than ever. I've learned that no matter how scary receiving help can be, I am safe, I am protected, I am always guided by grace, compassion and mercy.
I've survived abuse of all kinds in this life, rejection, abandonment and neglect. I consciously chose as a child to be the opposite of those that hurt me. I chose to forgive and be there for others like me. To never let someone feel alone if I was given the opportunity to be there. Throughout life we are given multiple chances to forgive, release and heal. It is only when we choose to hold onto the hurt that we suffer needlessly. You see, God wants to help you remember who you truly are. You are a spark of light, a spirit in human form, always connected. Your job is to remember that each painful event is tuning you, helping you grow and bringing you home to the love of our Divine Creator. Embrace the lessons, sit through the growing pains, breathe. In the end, you will be restored, rejuvenated and made whole. Then you will go on to help others find their way home.
Be blessed, be a blessing. Join my Facebook Community to receive and offer support.
All my love,
Psychic Fear Slayer + Magic Maker
(c)2015 all rights reserved www.bernadettedickinson.com
SUCCESS and ABUNDANCE
Everything you need to manifest a life of truth, confidence, spirituality and success.
Free Course on Manifesting